OK!!!
I WANT LIVE A HAPPY LIFE!
THATZ IT!!
ENOUGH OF EMO~~
DUN WANT LET OTHER PEOPLE AFFECT MY MOOD ANYMORE~~~
LET MYSELF CONTROL MY OWN EMOTION~

BAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Nothing else in the world matters right now...except...I Love You

and that's all i have now...love for you~

你不知道的事 21st August 2010

外面天气: 晴天 现在心情：很灰， 带雨，胸口闷闷的

我是怎么了？
已经感觉不是我自己了...
也许是累了~
在爱里累了~
今天和昨天的眼泪是不受控制的
或许明天后天大后天也会这样
好无助....

为什么你能够那么轻易得进入我的心门里
然后问也不问，拿走我的心
现在你已经拥有我全部的心
我却什么都没有了~
很痛很痛~
想念一个人真的很不好受
无论做什么事脑袋里浮现的就是你的名字 你的表情 你的动作 所有关于你的一切
你的所有已经侵蚀我的生活
扰乱我生活的步伐
身边所有的事已经看起来不再重要
只要和你一起做什么都觉得是幸福的
而且只能够是你~ 别人不能够~

我要怎么样才能抽离出来？
因为从你对我的态度
你应该只把我当你其中一个哥儿们~~
我感觉不到有任何特别成分~
对不起~ 我真的对自己超没信心...
故事还没完自己已经先设定了结局~
一个我告诉自己别想太多
另一个我却要我勇往直前
我该怎么办~~~

做了一个梦，你有在里面...

为什么...

为什么还是会梦见你

明明就没有见面

难道还是依旧~

我到底要怎样啊..........

真是的

败给你了

时候不早了

该睡了~

晚安............................................

给你的爱一直很安静

一朵花摘了很久，枯萎了也舍不得丢

一把伞撑了很久，雨停了也记不得收

一条路走了很久，天黑了也走不到尽头

一句话想了很久，心碎了也说不出口

轻抚灵魂的琴弦，思绪成水，恍如暗暗涌动的浪潮，任意东西，没有方向

-quoted


给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明

Life

Im stil holding on
live my life as happy as i can
kinda wanna find someone to share my things
my heart
is it close now? i think so...
it is still pumping but something had gone wrong
And even myself duno wad happen
Deep inside was something i doesn't want to reveal
something i keep avoid myself to think about
Running away~
Just let it be that way~
Its good for everybody
I guess


We might as well be strangers~
living in same city
heard u had ur life going on good
I'm glad i'm really glad
All the best in your life ya~
still feel sad now listen to the two songs which i listen a lot at that time
its the song really sad or me myself...haha
Dun worry its only once in a while ^^

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go

picture, you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
i will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
why we don't know when
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we pull it together
pull it together, together again

don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go

Call me the world most laziest person on earth

Or maybe the entire universe haha...

its really has been "a while" since i updated my blog here

wad to do, hometown line not good so dun hav the mood to update my blog~ well tatz true

So, planning to update it "sekaligus" from now on.. wish me luck =3=

Great to be with u all!~

Last nite was hanging out with nicholas and chaili who come far far from sg long to GK just to find me yumcha~ really very grateful for those who come find me even we are separated by distance but our frenship will last ^^

After that i was having 2nd round gathering with my ex ex housemates decky, kanezz and JJ. watched Man.U vs Burnley at Mamak for almost whole game~ haha
enjoy the match....Man.U goalkeeper Edwin van der Sar and forward Dimitar Berbatov are so good~ x believe van der sar is now 40 yr old already...

After that we leave mamak go V2 CC for DOTA and L4D...haha~ its been long time since i played Dota with them. JJ is stil that crazy, both time reach beyond godlike XD
too bad i din take photos with them...

Great to have you all as friends in my life...keep in touch =)

Promoter Life 4th ~ 20th Jan KLCC

Through a fren of mine i started working as temporary promoter at men shoes department in Isetan KLCC. Aha its a good experience for me since its my 1st partime job not to mention 2 years ago 1-day promoter at sunway piramid. First few days were tiring cuz there was a small shoe fair which mean those shoes were sold at discounted price. Weekdays were ok but not saturday and sunday~ Many customers were asking for difren sizes of shoes at same time..! If cannot find the stock at the fair then have to run to the storeplace to find~ Once climbing to ceiling-height to reach a pair of shoes which demanded by customer...Gosh~ But it feels gOod if the customer decided to buy that shoes if not all ur efforts seems wasted. XD
Also met many difren people whom some i learn a lot from them~ Selling shoes is also not an easy task! customers will keep asking whether are those shoes made of real leather? full leather of mixed? where the shoes were made? blah blah blah~ And from there i know many brands which i never heard before like Ciano which i work for....aufia rendi, obermain, Passporte, Dr. Marten....
Even saw one pair of crocodile-skin leather shoes selling for RM18800!! oh my gosh~~~
wonder who would buy those shoes so so expensive~

taken in staff toilet..meow!



actually the brand name is CIAN...but customer tot the logo is "O" then become ciano...sweat~~

Ta Daa...Here goes my blog haha

My very 1st blog which are viewable by public has borned~ !
hahaha
Just wish i am persevered enough to maintain this blog.
Anyway this blog will contain my feelings of the day, pictures, what i did with friends, food, cute cute cats and dogs and maybe my dirty little secrets aha!
Hmm as the very 1st post, i will not talk much. Nice to meet you all! whether my old friends, strangers, and those who does not know me well^^
take care out there~~~